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My sorrows lie unwritten My thoughts are full of blood My heart is black as night Yet you read me Like an open book And you know me Better then I do Yet you'll never know How much I need you You're as pure as snow You're so full of love And you love me Like an angel You're so lovely And so much better than I am And yet you'll never know How much I need you You're my light When I'm afraid of the dark You're my rock When I'm surrounded by sand And yet you'll never know

The one You call beautiful Thinks she's not lovely At all The one Who's hurt You ease all her pain The one You love Is scared When she cries You wipe her tears away And when she feels alone You hold her close In your arms She feels no fear And when she's down In the dark You make her smile The one You call beautiful Knows she's loved

Anorexia Magazines and television Model pretty girls Their bodies perfect and so thin Their hair all up in curls I want to feel my skin, my bone Changing into something beautiful But sometimes I think looking like them May take a miracle I'll push around the corn and beans All around my plate Maybe I can convince them all That I really ate. I can see my bones now Showing through my skin Which has grown so very pale Which has become so thin. All I'll drink is water And eat only cotton balls To make my stomach think I'm full Perhaps I'll make it after all People seem to notice And ask if I've lost weight